pff almost through the exams, I'll be happy when I'm done with it.
but then right now I'm done with everything!
so sick of it!
I just need a lil of love.. is that so much asked?
the people I love dislike/hate me...
there's just one bloody stalker that claims to love me..
I feel just random pathetic...
I could use a lil understanding from people, a hug, a lil affection?
didn't think so :(
only thing I get is bullshit/troubles
- having a bloody flue isn't helping much i feel like shit!
-my brother that keeps bullying me and I can't do a thing back 'cuz if I do mum kicks me out of the house :(
- my parents that are just looking for reasons so they can kick me out, and they ain't hiding it :(
- school: I'm just tired of it, I just want to stop, it's stressing me to much, and the only thing the teachers do is giving me more stress, they get paid , so actually they should make that bloody homework, but no, they're giving us the bloody work, the essay for the end of this year, preparing a lesson for history, preparing a lesson for religion, making a task for this, one for that and the other 5 classes, then also a test for 3 classes :s like FFS what the hell?
fuck off
do your job and do it yourself!
am glad that I at least still have my boyfriend, yes sex is great to get rid of the bloody frustration :D but to be honest , he's a lil old...though he's sweet and stuff, I know I won't get married to him, not have his babies, there is no future for him and me. but I need someone to love, and I need to feel like there is someone that loves me... it's the only reason why I refuse to become depressed again :(
you know you always want what ypu can't have.. it's stupid, 'cuz you know it doesn't belong too you, but still You would do anything to get even a lil closer *sigh*
it's just weird, 'cuz I'm over it, I'm moving on, but still somewhere I miss her, it doesn't hurt like it used to, it's not ripping me apart any more when I think of it. I can live knowing it' will never come back, knowing that it'll be okay, hoping she 'll be al right... ah well I'd do anything to reverse the time :) but right now i cherish the memories, being happy that I at least had the chance, yeah I fucked it up, and I'm the only one to blame... *sigh*
I had the most weirdest dream ever but I ain't gonna tell it, cuz some where i hope it'll come true.. though i know it ain't possible
anyways
meery x-mas and a happy new year?
i'mm gonna skip the holiday days cuz i'm not really in the mood for it ;)
X Anke
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Rehab
I suck in everything. or suck everything... whatever, both works :)
any ways, mum bitched me off to damn much in a short time.
ran to my room, even there she didn't left me alone,
so when she left, I just dunno what I did...
next moment am sitting at my bed, blood pulsing, running down my skin, cuts,
with welling blood. I don't remember taking the decision of doing it,
which actually scared me a little. the bigger problem was after 2 days later I was having physical education, yes in a T-shirt .. that sucked... but so far no one has noticed yet.... so i guess I went back to rehab :(
me and my flirty behaviour got me into some funny shit lately... definitely since I started chatting to Belgium guys, it got me in a car with a guy doing stuff I should so not be doing... but at the other side, sex in a car is fun!!!
I have a new appointment with him on Sunday :D And I love it...
though I don't know or it will ever be something between him and me, but right now,
it's great to get rid of all the stresses..
next week I have an appointment with the psychologist
we'll see what happens with that ...
the next 17 dates are already arranged ... which is kinda weird
any ways
school sucks am totally done with it, I actually think I should quit, but I still want to be a teacher, I just need to get out of that bloody high school before I totally lose it !
so what is your addiction?
any ways, mum bitched me off to damn much in a short time.
ran to my room, even there she didn't left me alone,
so when she left, I just dunno what I did...
next moment am sitting at my bed, blood pulsing, running down my skin, cuts,
with welling blood. I don't remember taking the decision of doing it,
which actually scared me a little. the bigger problem was after 2 days later I was having physical education, yes in a T-shirt .. that sucked... but so far no one has noticed yet.... so i guess I went back to rehab :(
me and my flirty behaviour got me into some funny shit lately... definitely since I started chatting to Belgium guys, it got me in a car with a guy doing stuff I should so not be doing... but at the other side, sex in a car is fun!!!
I have a new appointment with him on Sunday :D And I love it...
though I don't know or it will ever be something between him and me, but right now,
it's great to get rid of all the stresses..
next week I have an appointment with the psychologist
we'll see what happens with that ...
the next 17 dates are already arranged ... which is kinda weird
any ways
school sucks am totally done with it, I actually think I should quit, but I still want to be a teacher, I just need to get out of that bloody high school before I totally lose it !
so what is your addiction?
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Sorry
Sorry always comes to late.
sorry that I stabbed you
sorry that I ruined your life.
sorry that I've broken your heart
sorry that....
well fuck off, to late you've already done it, sorry isn't going to change it.
maybe they should just kill me and say sorry. well they are killing me, and I, I take it all with a smile. I just smile, as a sign, come on, stab me once more. here you get my trust, so you can tear me up too. let me give you a knife to stab me, not the right one? I'll buy you a new one. I'm bleeding, losing, losing that that kept me alive. I tried, I've tried to be a good girl, but they hate me, and being nice won't help. life is a jungle, only the strongest will survive. well I've tried, and tried, but I never won, and now I lose 'cuz I give up trying, I know I shouldn't give up.
"never give up" that what anyone would say. Well I'm sorry, I give up, because right now, I see so reason of going on, continuing this life.
there is no light in the dark. no point of return. am surrounded by black emptiness, that's shouting to me.
"You're FAT!"
"You're UGLY!"
"You're USELESS!"
"You'll never get anything in life!"
"NOBODY cares for a piece of shit like you!"
"FREAK!"
"BITCH!"
"You're so fat that you can't fit through the door !"
"You're fat if you get on a bus, the tires pop!"
"yes, that one there, she made a stupid joke!"
"she's soo ugly!"
"OMG look at that!"
"need another cookie? fat bitch !"
I cover my ears, but the voices are inside my head, they don't shut up. the loudest voice of them all from a woman, "you're useless, you don't ever do anything! we don't need you in our family, you're a freak, you don't have a life! you're nothing,nobody loves you. who could do that anyway? i wish you were never born!..."
I'm stuck there's no way that I can get out, the black is chocking me, it's trying to kill me, I feel pain, everywhere, but the reasons to that pain are invisible.
I shout for help, and I see hands, too far to reach, can't move, am surrounded by emptiness.
there is no point anymore. no waking up, because this is not a dream, it's real, it's happening life.
SORRY that I was ever born...
sorry that I stabbed you
sorry that I ruined your life.
sorry that I've broken your heart
sorry that....
well fuck off, to late you've already done it, sorry isn't going to change it.
maybe they should just kill me and say sorry. well they are killing me, and I, I take it all with a smile. I just smile, as a sign, come on, stab me once more. here you get my trust, so you can tear me up too. let me give you a knife to stab me, not the right one? I'll buy you a new one. I'm bleeding, losing, losing that that kept me alive. I tried, I've tried to be a good girl, but they hate me, and being nice won't help. life is a jungle, only the strongest will survive. well I've tried, and tried, but I never won, and now I lose 'cuz I give up trying, I know I shouldn't give up.
"never give up" that what anyone would say. Well I'm sorry, I give up, because right now, I see so reason of going on, continuing this life.
there is no light in the dark. no point of return. am surrounded by black emptiness, that's shouting to me.
"You're FAT!"
"You're UGLY!"
"You're USELESS!"
"You'll never get anything in life!"
"NOBODY cares for a piece of shit like you!"
"FREAK!"
"BITCH!"
"You're so fat that you can't fit through the door !"
"You're fat if you get on a bus, the tires pop!"
"yes, that one there, she made a stupid joke!"
"she's soo ugly!"
"OMG look at that!"
"need another cookie? fat bitch !"
I cover my ears, but the voices are inside my head, they don't shut up. the loudest voice of them all from a woman, "you're useless, you don't ever do anything! we don't need you in our family, you're a freak, you don't have a life! you're nothing,nobody loves you. who could do that anyway? i wish you were never born!..."
I'm stuck there's no way that I can get out, the black is chocking me, it's trying to kill me, I feel pain, everywhere, but the reasons to that pain are invisible.
I shout for help, and I see hands, too far to reach, can't move, am surrounded by emptiness.
there is no point anymore. no waking up, because this is not a dream, it's real, it's happening life.
SORRY that I was ever born...
Friday, November 12, 2010
~Trust....~
Is trust worth trust?
I don't know, But I do Know that I have trust issues. I learned, and found out often enough, that one can't trust an other. I've been hurt many times before.
by people who I thought I could trust, you know them for months, and then they use everything they know against you.
I've sworn myself never to trust anyone ever again. and that was easily, u just tell them a part of all of it,never the full story, just the part that bothers you, not the part that really matters. but you'll be surprised how many people use it all against you.
That use all of it as an excuse to leave you, to disappear.
but then he showed up, asking me to trust him, telling me that i had to work on the trust issue, that it happens, it's a part of life where you got hurt. you'll just need to get over it. I love him, trust him, and i took the chance to tell him everything, or at least almost everything, everything that mattered. the most important things. I trust him, took the chance. But if he ever damages my trust, then I'll know that I'll never trust anyone again, not easily, it will take months, maybe years to trust again.
so right now, there is just one person in my life that i trust, she's awesome, and my best friend forever!
Q for you: What is trust?
I don't know, But I do Know that I have trust issues. I learned, and found out often enough, that one can't trust an other. I've been hurt many times before.
by people who I thought I could trust, you know them for months, and then they use everything they know against you.
I've sworn myself never to trust anyone ever again. and that was easily, u just tell them a part of all of it,never the full story, just the part that bothers you, not the part that really matters. but you'll be surprised how many people use it all against you.
That use all of it as an excuse to leave you, to disappear.
but then he showed up, asking me to trust him, telling me that i had to work on the trust issue, that it happens, it's a part of life where you got hurt. you'll just need to get over it. I love him, trust him, and i took the chance to tell him everything, or at least almost everything, everything that mattered. the most important things. I trust him, took the chance. But if he ever damages my trust, then I'll know that I'll never trust anyone again, not easily, it will take months, maybe years to trust again.
so right now, there is just one person in my life that i trust, she's awesome, and my best friend forever!
Q for you: What is trust?
Monday, November 8, 2010
She's gone....
I can't help missing her, she was my angel, my life, my everything, and all of the sudden I had to let her go and leave her alone. I wouldn't mind if i knew she was happy, but the fact that I doubt she is makes me so sad, I wish i never lost her, she doesn't know how much I miss her. though I don't regret falling in love with her, 'cuz those days were beautiful, and I'll always cherish them ♥
...
She told me she had to sort her head out, that was the excuse. We'll try again, later. All lies. All bullshit, and I believed it. But she never meant a thing of what she said. She never loved me.I don't want to believe it but it is the truth.
I can't help that I love her, I can't help that I think of her.and I can't hold back the tears, when I realise it's all over, never will I see her again, never will I hear her voice again.
It's all over, no point of existing any more and still people, aren't sad, still they laugh, they move. my world stopped but they continue on theirs. there world never stopped. I wish I could just disappear, not die, because that sounds cruel , just disappear. No more memories, no more hurt feelings. Life just keeps going on. though the though of her being somewhere, with people caring about her, out of my life, but still there, gives me the strength to hold on, though it's hard for me to see why. all I ever wanted disappeared.
though I'm glad to have the memory of her. the pain helps me believing that is wasn't just a dream...
...
She told me she had to sort her head out, that was the excuse. We'll try again, later. All lies. All bullshit, and I believed it. But she never meant a thing of what she said. She never loved me.I don't want to believe it but it is the truth.
I can't help that I love her, I can't help that I think of her.and I can't hold back the tears, when I realise it's all over, never will I see her again, never will I hear her voice again.
It's all over, no point of existing any more and still people, aren't sad, still they laugh, they move. my world stopped but they continue on theirs. there world never stopped. I wish I could just disappear, not die, because that sounds cruel , just disappear. No more memories, no more hurt feelings. Life just keeps going on. though the though of her being somewhere, with people caring about her, out of my life, but still there, gives me the strength to hold on, though it's hard for me to see why. all I ever wanted disappeared.
though I'm glad to have the memory of her. the pain helps me believing that is wasn't just a dream...
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
~Sure...~
owkayz ...so i have a new boyfriend since yesterday.
was kinda surprising, i acctuallt thought he would never ask.
like acctually it was cuz i said in my favorite chatroom that i didn't liked being single and then i wanted a new boy / girl friend... or sumthing like that.. (i can't help it my memory has been pretty bad lately *cries*)
so he said to me in skype
literally :
[10/26/2010 11:52:56 PM] He: Lol I will be your b/f:O
[10/26/2010 11:53:17 PM] ME: u want too?
[10/26/2010 11:53:27 PM] He: sure
[10/26/2010 11:54:15 PM] Me: okies
[10/26/2010 11:54:22 PM] Me: that's like sweet
yus i changed the names. obviously...
anyway so since last night I ain't single anymore
and this weekend i'm going to an amusmentpark with kimmy (my best friend) she's awesome btw, she was the first girl i met in middle school and she is still my best friend ... for 6 years now that's like awesome !!!!
annyway for halloween we're going dressed up to an amusment park and it'll be fun..
err my bad correction ... it'll be AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
okay that's it for today folks
What are you going to do on halloween?????????????????????????????,,,,,
was kinda surprising, i acctuallt thought he would never ask.
like acctually it was cuz i said in my favorite chatroom that i didn't liked being single and then i wanted a new boy / girl friend... or sumthing like that.. (i can't help it my memory has been pretty bad lately *cries*)
so he said to me in skype
literally :
[10/26/2010 11:52:56 PM] He: Lol I will be your b/f:O
[10/26/2010 11:53:17 PM] ME: u want too?
[10/26/2010 11:53:27 PM] He: sure
[10/26/2010 11:54:15 PM] Me: okies
[10/26/2010 11:54:22 PM] Me: that's like sweet
yus i changed the names. obviously...
anyway so since last night I ain't single anymore
and this weekend i'm going to an amusmentpark with kimmy (my best friend) she's awesome btw, she was the first girl i met in middle school and she is still my best friend ... for 6 years now that's like awesome !!!!
annyway for halloween we're going dressed up to an amusment park and it'll be fun..
err my bad correction ... it'll be AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
okay that's it for today folks
What are you going to do on halloween?????????????????????????????,,,,,
~Fight With My X~
Bloody hell, the conversation of my boyfriend that i had 4 days afer we broke up...
[9:58:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: hi
[9:59:07 PM] Anke: hey
[9:59:19 PM] Anke: how r u ?
[9:59:29 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: fine thanks, u?
[9:59:44 PM] Anke: am okay
[10:00:07 PM] Anke: did u get my e-mail?
[10:00:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: yes
[10:00:44 PM] Anke: ok
[10:00:49 PM] Anke: can u see my point
[10:01:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: go through your notes
[10:01:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and you will see different point
[10:01:45 PM] Anke: ?
[10:02:06 PM] Anke: what point will i see then?
[10:02:21 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: You will see a cheater inside yourself
[10:02:36 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: You will see a girl for who everything matters is money
[10:03:24 PM] Anke: ur calling me a freaking ho?
[10:03:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: thats your thinking
[10:03:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am not calling you anything
[10:03:48 PM] Anke: no that's what ur saying
[10:03:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I haven't said anything wrong to you yet
[10:04:02 PM] Anke: sure
[10:04:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am just listening your lame excuses
[10:04:20 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: first it was needing time
[10:04:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now its breakup
[10:04:31 PM] Anke: i know
[10:04:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I dont accept it
[10:04:41 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am not done yet
[10:04:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: thats all
[10:04:43 PM] Anke: it's not bloody lame excuses
[10:05:07 PM] Anke: well i'm srry if i hurted u with my decisions
[10:05:13 PM] Anke: but this it the choise i made
[10:05:17 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:05:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: is taht what u wanted ?
[10:05:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u wanted to play?
[10:05:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: with me?
[10:05:28 PM] Anke: and if u can't accept that that i can't do a thing about that
[10:05:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:05:42 PM] Anke: i never used u as a toy
[10:05:50 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u used me as a toy
[10:05:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: sex toy
[10:06:25 PM] Anke: bloody hell you fucking basterd
[10:06:42 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: :S
[10:06:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now u started abusing me?
[10:06:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because i told you teh fact?
[10:07:00 PM] Anke: u r the only one who 's using me
[10:07:05 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:07:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am not using u
[10:07:10 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: if i was
[10:07:15 PM] Anke: u were bloody hell
[10:07:46 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: If I was using you i would have done something worst to you
[10:07:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: when you tried to breakup with me
[10:07:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but i didnt
[10:07:57 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i just let you go take your time
[10:08:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wasnt expecting this
[10:08:13 PM] Anke: and i'm srry
[10:08:14 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: so when i finally realized that it was about another man
[10:08:16 PM] Anke: but i woke up
[10:08:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:08:21 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u woke up?
[10:08:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did u?
[10:08:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u didnt
[10:08:28 PM] Anke: yeah we is not possible
[10:08:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u are still alseep
[10:08:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: here your journey starts
[10:08:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am assuring you
[10:09:06 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will be having a series of boyfriends if u behave like this to every guy on net
[10:09:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because u know nothing about this fucking net which i do
[10:09:19 PM] Anke: am not like you
[10:09:32 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: you are not like me but i assure you u are going to be worst than me
[10:09:34 PM] Anke: i don't cyber with everyone i meet
[10:09:43 PM] Anke: u don't even bloody know me
[10:09:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am not saying about cybering
[10:09:47 PM] Anke: u never did
[10:09:49 PM] Anke: never will
[10:09:56 PM] Anke: and i know u don't care
[10:10:01 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lool
[10:10:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: if i didnt
[10:10:04 PM] Anke: and u never will
[10:10:06 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i remind u again
[10:10:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u would have done something woirst to u
[10:10:23 PM] Anke: right
[10:10:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i?
[10:10:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i called u bastard?
[10:10:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i called u whore?
[10:10:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i called u slut?
[10:10:38 PM] Anke: i broke up before u could
[10:10:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: no
[10:10:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:10:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: this is your first time
[10:10:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: breakup
[10:10:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: alot more to come
[10:10:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: anyways
[10:11:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wish u all the best
[10:11:22 PM] Anke: am srry it has to end like this
[10:11:32 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: say sorry to yourself
[10:11:34 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: not me
[10:11:47 PM] Anke: i acctually hoped , and that was stupid of me , that u would understand
[10:11:53 PM] Anke: and now stop blaming me
[10:11:55 PM] Anke: :@
[10:11:56 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because, the girl who can't understand her own parents how can she understand or love others
[10:12:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: remember this last line of mine
[10:12:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and you will learn things from this line when you are totally alone
[10:12:44 PM] Anke: well nice too see what kind of a bloody ass hole u are
[10:12:46 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: when u have no one around u will start giving and taking repsect lol
[10:12:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am an asshole?
[10:13:01 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:05 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: righht?
[10:13:20 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:22 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tell me?
[10:13:23 PM] Anke: yes
[10:13:25 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:25 PM] Anke: u are
[10:13:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tomorrow
[10:13:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: in ur chatroom
[10:13:35 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am going to be a best surprise for u
[10:13:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i assure u
[10:13:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u wont come on net
[10:13:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: never ever
[10:13:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am going to give u the biggest surprise
[10:13:52 PM] Anke: haha
[10:13:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: becase u called me asshole
[10:14:00 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and i wanna be now
[10:14:03 PM] Anke: well am gona fucking laugh
[10:14:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:14:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: laf on what?
[10:14:09 PM] Anke: what u gona do huh ?
[10:14:14 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: guess:D
[10:14:21 PM] Anke: i ain't scared of u
[10:14:25 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:14:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: just guess
[10:14:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: what can i do?
[10:14:40 PM] Anke: u can't do a fucking thing
[10:14:44 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u sure?
[10:14:49 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: what if i did something worst?
[10:15:14 PM] Anke: we'll kick and ban u before u can even say hi
[10:15:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:15:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will ban me only from one chatroom
[10:15:29 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: there are 100s of others
[10:15:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and ppl know u from there
[10:15:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now what?
[10:15:48 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: change ur behavior honey
[10:15:50 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: before i get mad
[10:15:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i dont want u
[10:15:54 PM | Edited 10:15:59 PM] Anke: am not ur honey
[10:15:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but at least
[10:15:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: be nice
[10:16:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: when u are talking to somebody
[10:16:43 PM] Anke: follow ur own advice
[10:16:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:16:49 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: then
[10:16:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lets have a deal
[10:16:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for tomorrow
[10:16:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: night
[10:16:56 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: surprise
[10:16:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: agree?
[10:17:03 PM] Anke: stay away from my life
[10:17:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: no
[10:17:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wont
[10:17:09 PM] Anke: stay away from me
[10:17:11 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u called me bastard
[10:17:14 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for nothing
[10:17:21 PM] Anke: for nothing?
[10:17:22 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and u will pay for it now in ur own world
[10:17:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: yeah for nothing
[10:18:42 PM] Anke: I can say that if you come onto that site and post or threaten with what ever you are going to do you will be server banned and uinable to go back onto the site, next of all they will contact the authorities in your country and you will be thrown into jail.
[10:18:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:18:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i have go enough domains
[10:19:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but i wont do that
[10:19:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i know u have shitty mind
[10:19:10 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and u will think always of shits
[10:19:17 PM] Anke: u don't even have a decent bloody connection
[10:19:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:19:28 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: Anke
[10:19:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am poor but u know i am genius
[10:19:36 PM] Anke: u never loved me
[10:19:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: so please do not challenge me
[10:19:42 PM] Anke: so why do u even bother
[10:19:46 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: yes i loved u that was my mistake
[10:19:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: even ur mother gave me a clue
[10:19:53 PM] Anke: if u ever loved me that u wouldn't do this
[10:19:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but i didnt understand
[10:20:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: she was right about u
[10:20:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u are better alone
[10:20:45 PM] Anke: then leave me alone
[10:20:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now
[10:20:54 PM] Anke: i left u cuz it was best for u
[10:20:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will applogize
[10:20:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: then i will leave u alone
[10:21:14 PM] Anke: appologize for wot?
[10:21:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: LD
[10:21:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: :D
[10:21:23 PM] Anke: for telling my feelings?
[10:21:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for using rough language
[10:21:30 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and for cheating me
[10:21:34 PM] Anke: ok srry for rough language
[10:21:34 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for playing with me
[10:21:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and for everything
[10:21:40 PM] Anke: i never fucking cheated on u
[10:21:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u did
[10:21:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: cheated on me
[10:21:55 PM | Edited 10:21:58 PM] Anke: :@ i am not the bloody cyber guy on the web
[10:21:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: even u lafed on me
[10:22:10 PM] Anke: they warned me for u
[10:22:16 PM] Anke: i schould have listened
[10:22:18 PM] Anke: then
[10:22:30 PM] Anke: before
[10:22:36 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:22:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: nobody warned u
[10:22:44 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am warning u now
[10:22:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: nextime if u ever say anything wrong about me
[10:23:00 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will pay for it
[10:23:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now bye
[10:23:21 PM] Anke: no mirracle u can't keep a girl
[10:23:31 PM] Anke: wonder*
[10:23:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: Like u did
[10:23:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u were teh one proposing me ediot
[10:23:42 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wasnt
[10:23:50 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and there were lot more in teh past
[10:23:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: like u
[10:23:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: all ediots
[10:24:01 PM] Anke: idiots*
[10:24:06 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: they even dont know what love means
[10:24:12 PM] Anke: like u do
[10:24:12 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and they started getting in relationships
[10:24:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: after a month they are over
[10:24:22 PM] Anke: u only care bout the fysical aspect
[10:24:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but never seen any psychy like u before
[10:25:12 PM] Anke: who is the fucking psycho here
[10:25:20 PM] Anke: ur threathning me
[10:25:21 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am by name but u are by character
[10:25:30 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I mean it Anke
[10:25:38 PM] Anke: ur the one telling me u would fuck up my life
[10:25:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: do not try to get on my nerves:D
[10:25:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: before something worse happens to ur net profile
[10:26:17 PM] Anke: ur really sad
[10:26:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am not sad
[10:26:30 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am Mad AT THE MOMENT:D
[10:26:43 PM] Anke: if u ever try to say u ever loved me then ur a bloody liar
[10:26:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:26:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: as i said
[10:27:09 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: it wasn't love from ur side
[10:27:13 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: it was entartainment from ur side
[10:27:17 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and love from my side
[10:27:41 PM] Anke: i never said i din't loved u
[10:27:47 PM] Anke: and i will never say that
[10:28:05 PM] Anke: but if i love someone i would never wanna make their life be a hell
[10:28:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:28:19 PM] Anke: i wouldn't even do that to doll
[10:28:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u already did that job
[10:28:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and afcourse that hell will affect u as well
[10:29:09 PM] Anke: i think it's better if u disapear out of my life
[10:29:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: warning me?
[10:29:44 PM] Anke: no
[10:29:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tell me?
[10:29:49 PM] Anke: just the way i feel
[10:29:49 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u gonna kill me?
[10:29:52 PM] Anke: lol
[10:29:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because u got killer friends?
[10:30:01 PM] Anke: i'm not psycho
[10:30:04 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:30:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u mean i am?
[10:30:11 PM] Anke: i would never do something like that
[10:30:19 PM] Anke: that u can even think sumething like that
[10:30:20 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am not kicking u for another girl
[10:30:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: like u kiked me for another guy:D
[10:30:26 PM] Anke: means u really never knew me
[10:30:33 PM] Anke: there is no other guy
[10:30:37 PM] Anke: am bloody single
[10:30:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: there are guys:D
[10:30:44 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: not one guy can satisfy u;)
[10:31:00 PM] Anke: well i guess am glad we broke up
[10:31:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: no
[10:31:14 PM] Anke: great u show ur true face
[10:31:16 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: happiness is not started yet
[10:31:20 PM | Edited 10:31:23 PM] Anke: at the end
[10:31:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am going to give ya excitement tomorrow:D
[10:31:29 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and i mean it
[10:32:01 PM] Anke: that's really pathetic, never expected u to go that low
[10:32:10 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tomorrow
[10:33:28 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: can i talk ti u
[10:33:32 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for 2 mins?
[10:34:42 PM] *** Call to Certified Psycho, duration 04:54. ***
[10:39:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: Tomorrow night
[10:39:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: 1 a.,
[10:39:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: a.m*
[9:58:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: hi
[9:59:07 PM] Anke: hey
[9:59:19 PM] Anke: how r u ?
[9:59:29 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: fine thanks, u?
[9:59:44 PM] Anke: am okay
[10:00:07 PM] Anke: did u get my e-mail?
[10:00:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: yes
[10:00:44 PM] Anke: ok
[10:00:49 PM] Anke: can u see my point
[10:01:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: go through your notes
[10:01:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and you will see different point
[10:01:45 PM] Anke: ?
[10:02:06 PM] Anke: what point will i see then?
[10:02:21 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: You will see a cheater inside yourself
[10:02:36 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: You will see a girl for who everything matters is money
[10:03:24 PM] Anke: ur calling me a freaking ho?
[10:03:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: thats your thinking
[10:03:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am not calling you anything
[10:03:48 PM] Anke: no that's what ur saying
[10:03:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I haven't said anything wrong to you yet
[10:04:02 PM] Anke: sure
[10:04:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am just listening your lame excuses
[10:04:20 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: first it was needing time
[10:04:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now its breakup
[10:04:31 PM] Anke: i know
[10:04:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I dont accept it
[10:04:41 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am not done yet
[10:04:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: thats all
[10:04:43 PM] Anke: it's not bloody lame excuses
[10:05:07 PM] Anke: well i'm srry if i hurted u with my decisions
[10:05:13 PM] Anke: but this it the choise i made
[10:05:17 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:05:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: is taht what u wanted ?
[10:05:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u wanted to play?
[10:05:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: with me?
[10:05:28 PM] Anke: and if u can't accept that that i can't do a thing about that
[10:05:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:05:42 PM] Anke: i never used u as a toy
[10:05:50 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u used me as a toy
[10:05:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: sex toy
[10:06:25 PM] Anke: bloody hell you fucking basterd
[10:06:42 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: :S
[10:06:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now u started abusing me?
[10:06:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because i told you teh fact?
[10:07:00 PM] Anke: u r the only one who 's using me
[10:07:05 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:07:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am not using u
[10:07:10 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: if i was
[10:07:15 PM] Anke: u were bloody hell
[10:07:46 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: If I was using you i would have done something worst to you
[10:07:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: when you tried to breakup with me
[10:07:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but i didnt
[10:07:57 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i just let you go take your time
[10:08:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wasnt expecting this
[10:08:13 PM] Anke: and i'm srry
[10:08:14 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: so when i finally realized that it was about another man
[10:08:16 PM] Anke: but i woke up
[10:08:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:08:21 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u woke up?
[10:08:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did u?
[10:08:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u didnt
[10:08:28 PM] Anke: yeah we is not possible
[10:08:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u are still alseep
[10:08:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: here your journey starts
[10:08:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am assuring you
[10:09:06 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will be having a series of boyfriends if u behave like this to every guy on net
[10:09:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because u know nothing about this fucking net which i do
[10:09:19 PM] Anke: am not like you
[10:09:32 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: you are not like me but i assure you u are going to be worst than me
[10:09:34 PM] Anke: i don't cyber with everyone i meet
[10:09:43 PM] Anke: u don't even bloody know me
[10:09:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am not saying about cybering
[10:09:47 PM] Anke: u never did
[10:09:49 PM] Anke: never will
[10:09:56 PM] Anke: and i know u don't care
[10:10:01 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lool
[10:10:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: if i didnt
[10:10:04 PM] Anke: and u never will
[10:10:06 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i remind u again
[10:10:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u would have done something woirst to u
[10:10:23 PM] Anke: right
[10:10:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i?
[10:10:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i called u bastard?
[10:10:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i called u whore?
[10:10:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: did i called u slut?
[10:10:38 PM] Anke: i broke up before u could
[10:10:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: no
[10:10:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:10:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: this is your first time
[10:10:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: breakup
[10:10:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: alot more to come
[10:10:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: anyways
[10:11:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wish u all the best
[10:11:22 PM] Anke: am srry it has to end like this
[10:11:32 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: say sorry to yourself
[10:11:34 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: not me
[10:11:47 PM] Anke: i acctually hoped , and that was stupid of me , that u would understand
[10:11:53 PM] Anke: and now stop blaming me
[10:11:55 PM] Anke: :@
[10:11:56 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because, the girl who can't understand her own parents how can she understand or love others
[10:12:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: remember this last line of mine
[10:12:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and you will learn things from this line when you are totally alone
[10:12:44 PM] Anke: well nice too see what kind of a bloody ass hole u are
[10:12:46 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: when u have no one around u will start giving and taking repsect lol
[10:12:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am an asshole?
[10:13:01 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:05 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: righht?
[10:13:20 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:22 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tell me?
[10:13:23 PM] Anke: yes
[10:13:25 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: right?
[10:13:25 PM] Anke: u are
[10:13:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tomorrow
[10:13:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: in ur chatroom
[10:13:35 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am going to be a best surprise for u
[10:13:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i assure u
[10:13:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u wont come on net
[10:13:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: never ever
[10:13:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am going to give u the biggest surprise
[10:13:52 PM] Anke: haha
[10:13:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: becase u called me asshole
[10:14:00 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and i wanna be now
[10:14:03 PM] Anke: well am gona fucking laugh
[10:14:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:14:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: laf on what?
[10:14:09 PM] Anke: what u gona do huh ?
[10:14:14 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: guess:D
[10:14:21 PM] Anke: i ain't scared of u
[10:14:25 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:14:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: just guess
[10:14:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: what can i do?
[10:14:40 PM] Anke: u can't do a fucking thing
[10:14:44 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u sure?
[10:14:49 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: what if i did something worst?
[10:15:14 PM] Anke: we'll kick and ban u before u can even say hi
[10:15:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:15:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will ban me only from one chatroom
[10:15:29 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: there are 100s of others
[10:15:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and ppl know u from there
[10:15:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now what?
[10:15:48 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: change ur behavior honey
[10:15:50 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: before i get mad
[10:15:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i dont want u
[10:15:54 PM | Edited 10:15:59 PM] Anke: am not ur honey
[10:15:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but at least
[10:15:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: be nice
[10:16:02 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: when u are talking to somebody
[10:16:43 PM] Anke: follow ur own advice
[10:16:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:16:49 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: then
[10:16:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lets have a deal
[10:16:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for tomorrow
[10:16:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: night
[10:16:56 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: surprise
[10:16:58 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: agree?
[10:17:03 PM] Anke: stay away from my life
[10:17:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: no
[10:17:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wont
[10:17:09 PM] Anke: stay away from me
[10:17:11 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u called me bastard
[10:17:14 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for nothing
[10:17:21 PM] Anke: for nothing?
[10:17:22 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and u will pay for it now in ur own world
[10:17:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: yeah for nothing
[10:18:42 PM] Anke: I can say that if you come onto that site and post or threaten with what ever you are going to do you will be server banned and uinable to go back onto the site, next of all they will contact the authorities in your country and you will be thrown into jail.
[10:18:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:18:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i have go enough domains
[10:19:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but i wont do that
[10:19:07 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i know u have shitty mind
[10:19:10 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and u will think always of shits
[10:19:17 PM] Anke: u don't even have a decent bloody connection
[10:19:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:19:28 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: Anke
[10:19:33 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am poor but u know i am genius
[10:19:36 PM] Anke: u never loved me
[10:19:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: so please do not challenge me
[10:19:42 PM] Anke: so why do u even bother
[10:19:46 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: yes i loved u that was my mistake
[10:19:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: even ur mother gave me a clue
[10:19:53 PM] Anke: if u ever loved me that u wouldn't do this
[10:19:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but i didnt understand
[10:20:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: she was right about u
[10:20:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u are better alone
[10:20:45 PM] Anke: then leave me alone
[10:20:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now
[10:20:54 PM] Anke: i left u cuz it was best for u
[10:20:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will applogize
[10:20:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: then i will leave u alone
[10:21:14 PM] Anke: appologize for wot?
[10:21:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: LD
[10:21:19 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: :D
[10:21:23 PM] Anke: for telling my feelings?
[10:21:24 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for using rough language
[10:21:30 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and for cheating me
[10:21:34 PM] Anke: ok srry for rough language
[10:21:34 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for playing with me
[10:21:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and for everything
[10:21:40 PM] Anke: i never fucking cheated on u
[10:21:45 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u did
[10:21:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: cheated on me
[10:21:55 PM | Edited 10:21:58 PM] Anke: :@ i am not the bloody cyber guy on the web
[10:21:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: even u lafed on me
[10:22:10 PM] Anke: they warned me for u
[10:22:16 PM] Anke: i schould have listened
[10:22:18 PM] Anke: then
[10:22:30 PM] Anke: before
[10:22:36 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:22:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: nobody warned u
[10:22:44 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am warning u now
[10:22:55 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: nextime if u ever say anything wrong about me
[10:23:00 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u will pay for it
[10:23:03 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: now bye
[10:23:21 PM] Anke: no mirracle u can't keep a girl
[10:23:31 PM] Anke: wonder*
[10:23:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: Like u did
[10:23:40 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u were teh one proposing me ediot
[10:23:42 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i wasnt
[10:23:50 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and there were lot more in teh past
[10:23:52 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: like u
[10:23:54 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: all ediots
[10:24:01 PM] Anke: idiots*
[10:24:06 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: they even dont know what love means
[10:24:12 PM] Anke: like u do
[10:24:12 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and they started getting in relationships
[10:24:15 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: after a month they are over
[10:24:22 PM] Anke: u only care bout the fysical aspect
[10:24:27 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: but never seen any psychy like u before
[10:25:12 PM] Anke: who is the fucking psycho here
[10:25:20 PM] Anke: ur threathning me
[10:25:21 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am by name but u are by character
[10:25:30 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I mean it Anke
[10:25:38 PM] Anke: ur the one telling me u would fuck up my life
[10:25:43 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: do not try to get on my nerves:D
[10:25:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: before something worse happens to ur net profile
[10:26:17 PM] Anke: ur really sad
[10:26:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: I am not sad
[10:26:30 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am Mad AT THE MOMENT:D
[10:26:43 PM] Anke: if u ever try to say u ever loved me then ur a bloody liar
[10:26:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:26:59 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: as i said
[10:27:09 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: it wasn't love from ur side
[10:27:13 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: it was entartainment from ur side
[10:27:17 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and love from my side
[10:27:41 PM] Anke: i never said i din't loved u
[10:27:47 PM] Anke: and i will never say that
[10:28:05 PM] Anke: but if i love someone i would never wanna make their life be a hell
[10:28:18 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:28:19 PM] Anke: i wouldn't even do that to doll
[10:28:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u already did that job
[10:28:31 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and afcourse that hell will affect u as well
[10:29:09 PM] Anke: i think it's better if u disapear out of my life
[10:29:38 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: warning me?
[10:29:44 PM] Anke: no
[10:29:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tell me?
[10:29:49 PM] Anke: just the way i feel
[10:29:49 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u gonna kill me?
[10:29:52 PM] Anke: lol
[10:29:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: because u got killer friends?
[10:30:01 PM] Anke: i'm not psycho
[10:30:04 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: lol
[10:30:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: u mean i am?
[10:30:11 PM] Anke: i would never do something like that
[10:30:19 PM] Anke: that u can even think sumething like that
[10:30:20 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am not kicking u for another girl
[10:30:26 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: like u kiked me for another guy:D
[10:30:26 PM] Anke: means u really never knew me
[10:30:33 PM] Anke: there is no other guy
[10:30:37 PM] Anke: am bloody single
[10:30:37 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: there are guys:D
[10:30:44 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: not one guy can satisfy u;)
[10:31:00 PM] Anke: well i guess am glad we broke up
[10:31:08 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: no
[10:31:14 PM] Anke: great u show ur true face
[10:31:16 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: happiness is not started yet
[10:31:20 PM | Edited 10:31:23 PM] Anke: at the end
[10:31:23 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: i am going to give ya excitement tomorrow:D
[10:31:29 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: and i mean it
[10:32:01 PM] Anke: that's really pathetic, never expected u to go that low
[10:32:10 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: tomorrow
[10:33:28 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: can i talk ti u
[10:33:32 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: for 2 mins?
[10:34:42 PM] *** Call to Certified Psycho, duration 04:54. ***
[10:39:47 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: Tomorrow night
[10:39:51 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: 1 a.,
[10:39:53 PM] -[ Kareem Aslam ]- Certified Psycho: a.m*
~The First Post~
This blog will be about the main events in my life...
like things that I think off,
things that I need to tell someone, anyone that will listen.
omg this is the first post !!!! :P that's like, the beginning...
like things that I think off,
things that I need to tell someone, anyone that will listen.
omg this is the first post !!!! :P that's like, the beginning...
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