I suck in everything. or suck everything... whatever, both works :)
any ways, mum bitched me off to damn much in a short time.
ran to my room, even there she didn't left me alone,
so when she left, I just dunno what I did...
next moment am sitting at my bed, blood pulsing, running down my skin, cuts,
with welling blood. I don't remember taking the decision of doing it,
which actually scared me a little. the bigger problem was after 2 days later I was having physical education, yes in a T-shirt .. that sucked... but so far no one has noticed yet.... so i guess I went back to rehab :(
me and my flirty behaviour got me into some funny shit lately... definitely since I started chatting to Belgium guys, it got me in a car with a guy doing stuff I should so not be doing... but at the other side, sex in a car is fun!!!
I have a new appointment with him on Sunday :D And I love it...
though I don't know or it will ever be something between him and me, but right now,
it's great to get rid of all the stresses..
next week I have an appointment with the psychologist
we'll see what happens with that ...
the next 17 dates are already arranged ... which is kinda weird
any ways
school sucks am totally done with it, I actually think I should quit, but I still want to be a teacher, I just need to get out of that bloody high school before I totally lose it !
so what is your addiction?
